Tricia

Well how to sum up in a few paragraphs what I have been through, what I have now and what having this done would mean to me?? But here is goes :)
About 4 years ago I met someone who I thought was wonderful, he made me feel so special and wonderful. We quickly moved in together and fell in love. We got engaged after a year and a half and started to plan a beautiful wedding. During the planning I started to notice 'things' he would do or wouldn't do. He would be really happy one moment and then blow up the next, he would turn off his cell phone and not come home till after I was in bed. I talked to him lots about it but he would just say that it was because of all the stress with planning the wedding. I truly loved him and trusted him so I believed him.

So Jan 20, 2007 we had our wonderful wedding day...I felt so beautiful and never loved pictures of me more than on that day. I saw such a glow in me. We were happily married for 5 months when one day I came home to a note at my front door saying that he was gone....no explanation, just gone. I was devastated. It was my worst nightmare coming true and it just got worse from there. Everything came crumbling down around me, I found out that I was pregnant and then had a miscarriage at 6 weeks, two days after coming out of the hospital I found out that he had a girl friend and that he had been cheating on me for quite a while. He came into the house while I was in the hospital to move all his things out and stole my wedding rings and pawned them and drained our savings account. For months I cried everyday, avoided friends and family and all I did was slept and went to work. I was so mad at myself for not seeing what was right there in front of me. I started to doubt myself and mistrust so much. I was so depressed, it was truly one of my darkest moments.

But through that dark moment a ray of light somehow found me. His name is Scott and he has made my soul calm, my smile true and my life simply happy. He gives me everything I need without asking for anything in return. He as been beyond patient with me through all my fears, insecurities and doubt. We have built this amazing friendship and relationship. We started emailing each other and really getting to know one another and now I am so comfortable and calm with him. He makes room for me in his life in every aspect, friends, family, hobbies etc. We truly balance each other out. I am myself with him and the best of me comes out with him. Through days where I thought I would never find a truly wonderful person to share my life with again, he came into my life and has made such a difference.

So getting these pictures would fulfill two dreams....one for me to feel beautiful again for someone I love. I see the women in your pictures and they look so incredibly beautiful! I want to feel like that again. I want to feel the glow and excitement. And second for him...he would absolutely love love love it for me to give him pictures of me. I know he wants me to be more adventurous, but its hard for me to get over the fear I have of being completely free with someone again. He is so paient and supportive and never pushes me. I am slowly getting there and having boudoir pictures taken for him would really help! I want more than anything to show him a beautiful picture of me and see the look on his face. I mean what girl doesn't want to thill their man with sweet sexy pictures of them. But I want to thrill myself as well.
Please please please pick me!!!